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Thank you for the encouragement! I gained so much from this round, and also loved and gained so much from yours, which was so satisfying. Isn’t it interesting that my favorite part also involved yams 😂

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Sometimes a phrase can get to you

But instead of it sending you reeling

It sweetly caresses you

Makes your heart smile

And your mouth waters for more of those gentle mushy words

Like setting your sights on the yam on your plate at dinner

You long to feel it crush inside your mouth and mingle with salty meat

And when you swallow it, it doesn’t disappear like a Mountain peak on a New Moon

Or dissolve like tiny newt footprints in wet mud

It lands inside your tummy and fills you up and…

Inspires love to pour back out from You in the form of your own sweet phrases

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Sweet, edible words that metabolize into a deep, rich knowing. Thank you again, wise one.

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Waiting

I lie like the tiger in repose

my supple body still, contained

waiting

I feel the hunger escalate

enmesh me with its need

Not to draw salty blood from the hippopotamus

sunning on the riverbank

unaware of danger

but to feed from a sweetly burning desire for life

thick and honeyed like an autumn yam

freshly baked waiting to be opened with

the knife’s tip

flesh steaming with internal heat

a mountain of butter sliding in rivulets

deep into the hidden interior

I turn my head on

the outspread blanket

waiting

eyes half-closed

the earthy scent of warm grass

penetrating suspended awareness

A newt navigates across a stone slab

long forgotten by whoever placed it there

I follow its tiny stubby toes as they progress

across the gray expanse and disappear

and I wonder

what part of myself

has placed me here

in danger

like the sunning hippopotamus

I am aware of

the tiger within

and the tiger without

who will soon tumble me

who will soon test its will against mine

who will soon try break me

into shards of sweat

and pounding blood

and misted vision

But I will break myself upon my own life’s altar

until tiger howls and screams

of liberation and love erupt

and lava courses and cools and changes

familiar landscapes forever

I am the schooner in the harbor

waiting

for the typhoon to blow in

I spread my sails willingly

to receive the tempest

I think I am prepared

They say old lovers are forbidden

They say we should not wait

They say we should leave them

with the nostalgic bones of our graveyards

with their forgotten stone slabs

with their unkempt paths

with their sharp, crunchy gravel

still digging for blood

in tender flesh

The exercise was an unexpected gift. Boy did it surprise me! It also prepared me by surfacing some hard but necessary truth. The last two weeks have been outrageously powerful, clarifying, and liberating. Thank you so very much. Big gratitude also for the excellent daily weather reports which have guided me true through these stormy seas ♥️

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